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TWENTYONE EIGHTYTHREE

by Edenborn

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Douglas Kelley 2183 is a great collection of powerfully technical metal with hardcore influences.
RIYL: August Burns Red, Bring Me The Horizon, Parkway Drive Favorite track: Halloween Gets a Headshot.
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1.
I've spent so much of my life looking for you But you were lost in the void You were lost in some storm Shores away from me Shores away from me Somewhere I could never imagine being But you managed to find your way to me But my clouded eyes still could not see you Or maybe I did I probably did Or maybe I did I just let you circle the drain like all the rest Too blind or stupid to pull you up and out I just let you - circle the drain Like all the rest, like all the rest I just let you Too blind or stupid to pull you up and out I just let you circle the drain like all the rest And I could have found every excuse in the world to forget you Not a day goes by that I don't hate myself for this I wish I could fucking take this back Make no mistake I would Make no mistake Make no mistake (You were everything to me) You were everything to me (You were everything to me) You were everything I feared the most about myself (You were everything to me) I can't face myself (You were everything to me) I can't face you now And because I let you go I'll pretend I never found you And because I let you go I'll pretend I never found you I'll keep searching Because it hurts less Knowing you were never there in the first place Even if it's a lie
2.
Hook line and sinker You bought the whole thing You didn't have to think, they did it for you You are no better than the ones Who cast you out, who cast you out And now you spread your hate Like the diseased walking dead And now you spread your hate Like the diseased walking dead Before you lose your head Think of what you've said Do you believe in yourself? We are the outcast, the broken, the broke And this is our family THIS IS OUR HOME Why the misplaced hate? Why the misplaced hate? You are only cutting the throats of your brothers Put down your arms and take back what you came here for Because you're the one who has to live with yourself (Chris Hayes) You don't need a god to judge you YOU DON'T NEED A GOD TO JUDGE YOU
3.
The days go on and every moment passed Is a moment we can never have back And as the years go by I feel more and more wasted - more time sunken Into this void that is my life Into the veins of the very disaster We sought to avoid And it became our lives It became all consuming So you blame it on some one else Because this is what you know All that hate coiled in your gut Save it for the one you love the most Such a volatile thing that we should seek We should seek The days go on and every moment passed Is a moment we can never have back And yet we blindy push on Belligerint and weak In time we find ourselves losing touch Is this what we've become? We put it all on someone else Wash your hands and walk away This is what you know It's what we all know This is what we're taught - And believe So this is what we do You can't take back your past Live your life by action
4.
Tonight I realized how far I've withdrawn myself From the rest of humanity From the rest of humanity There is no understanding in the eyes of my fellow man When will I find a place that I belong? Desperately I cling to what is left of myself As I spiral toward the future This landslide that is life Is pulling me toward the end The Earth is alive and it hungers for our hopes and dreams The Earth is alive and it hungers for our hopes and dreams Last night I dreamed of - the sound the world makes Last night I dreamed of - the sound the world makes **HUMAN, YOU'VE CHANGED NOTHING YOUR SPECIES HAS THE ATTENTION OF THOSE INFINITELY YOUR GREATER THAT WHICH YOU CALL REAPERS ARE YOUR SALVATION THROUGH DESTRUCTION YOU WILL SURRENDER YOUR POTENTIAL AGAINST THE GROWING VOID - WE RETURN** I dream of obliteration I dream of everyone being swallowed whole By the jaws of desolation By the jaws of desolation I dream
5.
I've seen my own death I've seen how I die And it's all the same I've seen how I die And it's all the same We all end up in the same place In the ground buried like our fathers Buried like our fathers Food for the insects, so just live And make sure - it's full of life Make sure it's full of life 'Cause this is it this is all that we have It's just once chance with no rewrites SO - START - NOW Make peace with the dirt With the earth in which you will lie Like a ghost inside us all Vacant and searching for signs We're losing everything this world gave us We're taking everything that can't be replaced What have we done? And still knowing my life, must be one of joy I cannot see past the smiles that look like poison I cannot see past the smiles that hide one million hurts If it's all the same, why can't I stop doing this to myself? I seek all the pain, that people hide All the lies they tell themselves They've not yet seen their deaths And they don't know how they die You will return To the dirt womb From which you came They've not yet made peace with the dirt and insects That will take them in a final embrace They've not yet made peace with the dirt and insects That will take them in a final embrace Find that reason to love yourself And fill your time with life - with life Find that reason to love yourself And fill your time with life - with life FIND THAT REASON - TO LOVE YOURSELF And fill your time with life - WITH LIFE FIND THAT REASON - TO LOVE YOURSELF And fill your time with life - WITH LIFE

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This album is largely possible due to the amazing dudes at Westfall Recording in Long Island.

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Thank you to Bioware, Nick Sagan, and Shigeru Miyamoto for being amazing creative designers, writers, and story tellers. You've influenced our lives in a very special way.

Thank you to Misery Signals, Parkway Drive, Shai Hulud, Metallica, Jazz, and Frank Sinatra. You are the reason we do this.

Last but not least, thank you for anyone who has supported us. You are our backbone.

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released May 7, 2013

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